Currently Listening Wish You Were Here By Pink Floyd see related

Okay. so, what's today....the....er... 6 th now? Yeah the six.. now since its like 1 in the morning. Okay Major up date. Last Saturday... or was it friday..... Hell I don't know. WHAT EVER day it was I was in the hospital that night.  I'm alright as of now. No wreck or anything of that kind just some major pain in my stomach. They think somethings up with my gull(sp?) blader. They really don't know anything yet. Monday I went in and got an ultrasound. Still nothing. Now  this Tuseday....the 10th,  I'm going in for more  tests. FUN. not -.- I'm not really sure what it is. I just now its pain. Baddddddd pain and I want it to go away. Damnit.

Onto the subject of work.  They Are now finally moving me out of the restraunt(sp?) and putting me in the Bakery and deli part. Though I'll still have to work over in rest. area from time to time. They moved me because I'm allergic to some kind of cemical over there. But whatever. Atleast I won't be in it all the time.

 And now the really Awesome Susi guy, Khup, Is now gone. He leaves for  Oklahoma today. I'm going to miss him. Him and I talked all the time. Keeli, (I think thats how you spell her name) and I are the only two that really got to know Khup. He's a really cool guy. Now we have these new susi guys. I really don't like them. They keep to themselfs mainly and get fish juice everywhere. Now I have to be extra careful for the fact I'm allergic to fish. But they really don't care even after I told them they needed to becareful of what they touch after they touch the fish and stuff. They just looked at me kind of weird. Khup was always careful.  Made sure I didn't get into anything after he touched it with fish on his hands or in the sink He would spray the sink down for me and everything. But now he's gone. Damnit. I want KHUP back. Not these assholes. Humph.

Thats all my ranting for a while.

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I'm freaking.....grr. I don't know. Just blah. I'm starting to wonder if I'll ever get to go forword in life. I mean its not like I've got a bad thing going for me right now. I just don't want to get stuck in a rut. Right now I can't even fucking start my documentary because the childern that I have selected won't turn in their god forsaken release forms. SO I can't bloody  start. I've told them over and over I really need them so I can get started. I really Need to get started. Their all "Okay we will, we will". fuck yeah whatever. It's just GAH! I can't take it.

AND on top of it all I keep getting bloody sick at work. It's not so bad.Well it was tonight I threw up. Its just... I don't know I guess form stress. I HOPE its from stress. Though I've been sick like this for  quite sometime.

yeah thats all of my rant. I'm going to go see if I can't get some sort of sleep.

Currently Listening Grease (Original 1978 Motion Picture Soundtrack) By Warren Casey, Jim Jacobs, Sha-Na-Na, Stockard Channing, Olivia Newton-John, John Travolta see related

One More time

Everythings spins in ...... that one direction when it shouldn't be spining at all.......

Yeah. thats my story and I'm sticking to it. humph.

No I'm very happy right now. I just wish my parent were happy for me aswell. But yeah. This is the real world that not going to come along for a looooooong while...yeah

With that said I'm going to sleep.

Currently Listening The Dresden Dolls By The Dresden Dolls see related

mmmmmmmm yeah. I'm happy. Sort of kind of. Hard to explain. I'm for the Fact That I have   some one. His Name is Sean and he makes me Very happy. We've been talking for awhile now ,but never thought it would come to relationship wise thing. But it's cool. And for All of you that don't know ( not that anybody really reads this besides a select few) This is not the said person. I've finally given up on said person. I realized what a complete idiot I was for even liking Said person. Said person is and will always be retarded in my book. But thats beside the point. I have Sean And he makes me Happy. Not Pain. Happieness. Or however you spell it. Anway. I'm goin got go get ready for work and then see what some other mother fuckers are up to.

Bye.

SO I got the Job at Kroger. Yay there. But not really. I'm so freaking tired. Two jobs... that just isn't going to cut it. I've workeda total of 9 hours and some odd minutes in two days at Kroger and that's what I've been getting here lately at Subway( in a week mind you). But this week, she didn't even put me on the damn schedual(sp?) Freaking A! I called her about it and she's like "Oh, I just forgot sorry". yeah whatever. My names buttfuck if you seriously forgot. I have news, It's not. -.- Retarded people.

Well news with Said person...... not better, Butit doesn't hurt as much anymore. I'm slowly trying toush him away. Its working but yet not.

er, Thats about it,I'm going to go to se if I can sleep now. More then likly I won't be able to.